Light Sparkles In The Darkness

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2010-07-18T01:32:00.003+08:00

I probably should start posting again. Since it's dead now. Probably people won't see this. I would feel more at ease also, writing down a journal or diary. Perhaps, this would help.

I don't even know what's happening. It's just I kept thinking of some things and sometimes it's just painful. I know that some parts the it's definitely the satan's doing, trying to grab hold of me. I realise that I'm faltering, I'm feeling sudden jet of pain. Like continous pain. Not physical. Physocologial, emotional perhaps.

Sometimes, I'm just confused. I think i'm just so stupid, reacting to each and every small things. I get stuck at my own inabilites, my own limitations, I see where I am, that's why i feel so painful, I see so many things around me and I am so helpless, that's why I'm scarred.

Lord, please help me, may I always turn to you for comfort, for refuge. May I always focus on the death of Jesus and forgot my the worldly matters, they are worth nothing in Your eyes. Yet Lord, I know You see me and thus, please guide my life.
In Jesus name, amen!

2009-11-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

Eh. I know my blog is dead.

But I wanna post.

Just posting.

For no whatsoever reason.

O Level sucks.

Tired.

Theory.

Heavy.

Intense.

1 more week left!

Persevere!

P.s. I can no longer find the motivation to study-.-

2009-08-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah I know. It's been a long time since I've posted.

That's why I'm posting now.

This is a waste of time - to a certain extend. I just want to update my blog. So that it would not really be dead. Crap.

Today is officially the first day of my prelims. I did fine... i hope.

I'm wondering what to post and what to write. Funny for me to have a great length of words in most of my posts and now, I am desperately struggling for words. It's not like I've nothing to say, more like I feel nothing much.

Well, for my post, I would probably end it now.

Cheers ppl.

Have a good day :)

2009-06-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

Omg, Singapore just confirmed its 10th and 11th case of swine flu.

Nearing the global pandemic, the world is really at a stage of risk!

This isn't something that anyone can rejoice for. Yeah, definitely not. It's like, when will the flu really rises and escalates into a huge problem? Talk about a safe place to live in, now, where is safe?

We are just like some pathetic people running away from this dreadful disease. Okay, maybe it's not that bad, as in we would be able to solve the problem won't we?

That's just a bits of news though, painful or difficult, we still have to live through anything won't we?

Anyway, now's the June Holiday, I don't know what to do with it. Maybe spend my time studying( yeah, I wish to) or just waste it away in some meaningless stuffs. I can't get myself to study at all. What a joke!

Well, now is like 12.00 already, I wanna get on my bed and just enjoy some dreams, so then, cya!

Exam Ended.

2009-05-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

Delighted, was it the word?

I know no words are strong enough to describe it. No words. That's the idea. I'm just over the moon today that mere words are not enough to show the extreme emotions in me.

After all, exams are over!

Or on the other hand, it is just a new start, awaiting another major exam of life. Life. When compared to that, O level is probably nothing, nothing at all. Not that I comprehend much about what life actually is about.

Anyway, all the subjects are really horrid for me. I doubt the results of the exams would bring much happiness to anyone at all.

Today, was a movie. Angels and demons. Yeah, that's the movie today. Totally enjoyed it. Dan brown is a creative writer, to be able complete so many well written classics. He sure is a aethist. Just look at the way he critises others religion. The way he phrases the red clothes leader makes them look very pitiful, or even stubborn. I wonder how much different this varies from real life.

Anyway, I truthfully enjoyed today. Especially the movie. Definitely a job well done. Haven't seen such a nice production for quite some time. The last show I watched, "The legend of Chun Li" just isn't in one of my top list. Probably one of the worse show I've ever seen. Yan Xu and Valerian said that the book is much better compared to the movie. Maybe I would check it out some day, maybe not.

Anyway, Zhong Ming's birthday today. Since I'm blogging already, might as well wish, "Happy Birthday Zhong Ming!" Going to his house tomorrow to have some birthday party stuffs.

Seriously, dont feel like touching the textbook for weeks. Guess I dont have much of a choice when lesson starts proper. So just enjoy while I could.

So then, I've finish posting.

Internet back seh.

2009-04-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was toturing.

I have not been using computer for like a week and the internet must be down at thursday! The incompetent people-in-charge of mio cannot even arrange more people to come to my house to install a new modem when their damn system got some stupid problem.

But oh well, it's okay, considering the fact that I used quite a lot of computer today and enjoyed my episodes of "D-gray man". It is definitely one of the best anime I had ever watch. definitely.

Today was a rather fufilling day. I went to Mac in the morning with people like YoongAunn,ZhongMing,Russell and Kaiyang to have morning breakfast. It wasnt a easy thing as I've to wake up at like 6.20. Imagine that? But I wont complain, others have it worse.

Went to a hospital for the elderlys or whatever it is called. I think that is really very fulfilling. Guiltly, I would be too lazy to visit them on normal times and would not even bother about them, just caring and my own life. It will just be me and myself. I believe these people did not have a easy time and will not be having much enjoyable times ahead. Interacted with a few and I realised how lonely they were. Some were trying to keep up a false front in front of us though. But they were lonely, and that is really very sad. I admire their courage and strength to continue on their lifes so well with such things in their life. Yeah, this is so much about the visit.

There is still the workshop that really is extremely beneficial and painful. The time passing through was agonising. As in, I would really want to spend my time having fun at home and all these. But, I would agree that the speaker spoke really well and is very talented!

Finally, I reached home at 7.30. This sucks.

Going to read some comics I borrowed from the woodlands library just now. hehe.

2009-04-17T18:21:00.005+08:00

Okay. I'm finally going to update. Or something.

Hmm, I have been baptised last easter Sunday in church and that makes me a official member of the church. This is a memorable thing for me to celebrate or something... Anyway, I've gotten lots of present for my baptism. Whao, I'm so glad that I've baptised. Lol.

Last Saturday, I went to see Ang Sheng off to army with my other friends. It must not be easy in army as everyone says so. I can't look foward to that kinda horrible thing which is like 2 or 3 years from now for me. Not that I should think of it now.

Anyway, some photos.

Ang Sheng gonna be botak alr.

A meal in Orchard

Anyway, this is about it. I have fun last week.

School is however usual (sucky). Dont have much to say about it but complains so I think I should just forgo it. Hmm... Have fun everyone!

Innocence Activate!
(Oh, that was a phrase from a anime)

To think about it, I'm rather innocent too.

31st March

2009-03-31T22:48:00.003+08:00

Ok, today is the 31 of March. Looks like some significant but to me, it is nothing commemerable. I really feel very unhappy that this fateful day have to finally arrive.

It seems like I have been waiting for this day to come, just the thought of it alone pains me. But it is needed, at least its what and how I assure myself. For with pain comes great accomplishment. This pain is needed to mould me into somebody in the future with greater results. I really hate to say this but this path I've choosen for myself, I know I've made the right choice but it really isn't something easy to accept.

Well, today is the day I've to delete my warcraft from my computer. I know, many will say that small little stuffs like that wont matter and definetely would not hurt you at all. You know, they are wrong. To me, games are not just a form of entertainment, not anymore, they are a form of stress relieve, a way of life ( maybe not), a cycle whereby when it stops, life will feel so restless.

I know I do not have a choice, for I've already laid this path well and steady for myself and even if the days and beholds me lies danger and terror, I would have to face it because I know, with it, I would eventually be able to stand proudly on my feet because I've made the right decision.

Painful it is, but I wont regret choosing to delete warcraft. It boasts great entertainment and fun that cannot be describe that I really can't bear to have it destroyed. I could spend hours and hours on it and not feel tired and bored. That's the magic about games.

I'm feeling very upset now. As in...seriously. After deleting it, I will not install any other games or else all my past efforts would have come to naught. I know I'm never a pro in games (maybe just in some), but the companionship that they have gave me will not be forgotten and will be kept forever deep within the gates of my heart.

Tomorrow is 1st April, April's fool day, but what much surprises can it give? I wish it would be fun tomorrow though...

Oh well... you are already at the end my post now, where my confused feelings are overwhelming. After here, my warcraft file is officially, ended. Fullstop.

Can't believe

2009-03-11T20:52:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that I started blogging a few years ago. That wasn't the unbelieveable part, the most unbelieveable part is actually that this is my 99th post after so many years of blogging or anything, whatever.

I really can't believe that this is my 4th year in HIHS, the O level year. Like many people may actually exclaim, I have the exact sentiments, my resulting is really dropping like some shit! I mean, bad as it may be, my result last year have a L1R5 of like 11... This year, it actually became like 15? Like wth?? I really feel very disappointed in myself, my grades and perhaps my attitude. This year is indefinitely a very important year as this is what will actually determine my future, or so it seems. I hate the fact that I'm scoring so badly for all my subjects and it really pains me to see my friends around me getting so many As, and me, just some noob who can't score a shit.

Well, enough with the negative comments! I think I will start to buck up my my studies and really go on to fasting- a fast from computers! Ok, maybe not fully, I still have a life and I do not believe my willpower will enable me to make such a strong will and almost impossible decision. In regarding the studying inssue, I have decided that I will impose on myself some measures, laws and policies so that I will be able to score during O level, my ultimate goal, just for this year. The following are some of the rules I've set:

-I will delete warcraft by the end of this month (March) so that I will be able to concentrate on studying and not waste time on unneccesay things.

-I will study for every test, except for maybe some test that I'm not aware of I may actually forgo it. (Provided that I really have the time to)

- This rule are set to allow the rule mention just above to be of some use. I will pay attention to classes, lesser sleeping time in classes, pay attention during lessons (which means I would have to know the tests)

- I will sleep not later than 11.00pm for at least 2 days out of the 5 days so that I have sufficient energy to keep me awake and to be at my best form for the lesson the following day. (unless I seriously have to complete homeworks and finish studying for tests die die by that day)

So dear all, please be my eyes and be my witnesses, if I ever (like i ever will) do not comply by the laws and regulation, I would seriously be bounded to my own fines and punishments.

P.s. I will continue to use the computer to watch anime, drama and movies because I do need time to relax.

P.s.s. The law are officially in use when this month ends.

Some random places todaay.

2009-02-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

Okay, here's a post. I'm supposed to be kinda tired today cos I went to lots of places today from morning till night and here's the X-perience.

In the morning, the youthful teenager is playing few matches of dota with 2 friends, namely, Ping Liang and Zheng Wei. Its lame that we actually played so many matches with insane AI who really sucks. Anyw, let's continue on... While playing, I received a message from grace, saying that I've to go to buy some paints for the cup events tmr, since everyone else is not free. Ok, maybe, it's not receive, or rather I remembered that message. And so the feeling of sianzation overflow me as I though about the many things I have to do later.

Alas, Yan Xu, being a good,kind, friendly and yet eccentric friend didnt not deny my request. He agreed to follow me to PS just to buy the paint and for that I'm forever in his debt (maybe not forever). I then went to Serangoon MRT to meet up with Yan Xu. Ok, we have a conversation that goes like this:

Ky: Eh yan xu, i at hougang mrt now leh, oh! The train coming now
yx: that means it would be the second train from now la? (he is at serangoon)
ky: ya...

And so he sat different train from me cos its suppose to be one train from now. But finally we met up at PS and I ate junk food consisting of chicken for lunch (cos there's no time to have a proper meal) and Yan Xu's meal is more bizarre. Melted Mars Bar for lunch.

Then we went back to Hougang and he went to the void deck under my house to wait for me taking my things while I took my time (no la, I did my best to hurry). Then we went to Zhong Ming's house.

I found many people there: Anselm, Zhong Ming, Yoong Aunn, Samantha and Annabel. That's maybe not many but enough. We watched a show called "The Covenant" and that show have a nice storyline with teenagers having magical powers as they are supposed to be warlocks or something. Okay, I'm going to tell the ending of the story, the good guy wins and Cinderella and the Prince live happily ever after. That's sounds pretty much like a good ending, too good to be true...

Anyw, went to church after that for the practice tomorrow and it wasn't really that well done, but nvm, its ok. I've tried my best and that's probably what it matters. I think it won't be bad tomorrow.

Went home with bus 151, all the way to hougang interchange. Very boring cos my phone ran out of batt which means no music for me and my book was choing finish yesterday. Zzz should not have done that.. But I reach home anyw and I'm blogging now. Still alive and kicking or typing.

okay, a show now is starting already, catch you guys later. Bye!

2009-02-20T19:31:00.002+08:00

Due to various reasons, I've decided to post again.

Today was quite fun, at least I feel that the rael student leader investiture is quite well done, though not perfect. And I've decided to go for LTC. I was a bit hesistant though. Being a lazy person that I am, I probably prefer to sleep at home, play or study. But either way, I'm already confirm going for LTC. I expect it to be fun, though it may not be exactly fun the way I think it will be. The main activities we will be doing there is trekking. I'm don't really prefer trekking cos it's like boring and tiring.

Yep, and like many times, I've not really been posting for days, weeks or maybe months. Nothing much to expect from my life recently. Just some boring life without much colours painted on it and I definitely do not enjoy homeworks and tests. I've been having tests for like days and on top of that, the teachers like to spam us with homeworks like that have this evil scheme planned perfectly already.

Tmr I'm gonna go to CIP/flag day or anything. Meeting up with Zheng Wei before going there i suppose. We are suppose to go AMK hub and ask for donations. I've done this once already but I don't think that actually does any good to my flag day this year. Hope I get a can full of money to show others my wonderful contributions.

Due to various reasons, again, I've decided to sign out.

Bye guys.

Er...

2009-02-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

It had really been some days that I've. This is the most stressful Chinese New Year I have been through, with tests and homeworks and stuffs. Chinese New Year don't even seem like Chinese New Year at all. Anyway, today is the last day of Chinese New Year. Over and it's over.

I really hate the stress that is overwhelming me. I really don't think I can handle all this properly though. Well, who doesn't have stress? Perhaps its just me? Or maybe not... After last Friday, my Table Tennis tournament is officially over and I have a strings of emotions confusing me. I regret and yet I don't. I regret the fact that I've not been training the right way for the past few years I'm in my CCA. Perhaps if I've done it better, the result would have been completely different. But I don't regret joining the CCA or competition or anything. It may be true that we have lost but, we have really gave in our best and there is nothing to regret about.

I kinda suck at my studies now. Not the early gamer as always. Yet, I really wish I could pick up by now. I really think I should get over with the "I dont give a damn" attitude and progress. But I'm seriously not in study mode yet. I flunk quite a lot of test or should I say all the tests. Till now, I barely pass my maths and chinese tests although I scored considerably well for some of the Social Studies trail test.

And Mrs Nathan! I don't understand her as always. I really wish I can understand her by her way of teaching.

Anyway, I've learnt one thing, do not carry your burden by yourself, so that when you fall, your friend may be there to pick up.

And of course, stay positive!

Updating something...

2009-01-24T10:19:00.002+08:00

Nothing much, just updating the blog.

Chinese New Year is coming already. This long awaited day~ The hong baos is where all the fun-ness comes. I"ll collect as much hong baos as I can. Lol. Getting all the hong baos is fun. But there is where the excitement lies because there is the suspense of the money that I don't know how much is inside. But after opening the hong baos, the excitement seems gone in a moment. That is soo like it.

Anyway, yesterday wasn't a bad day. The school had a Chinese New Year celebration and we ate "Yu Sheng" in class. It was quite fun pulling all the stuffs up high and we've done lots of cleaning in our class. Like cleaning the whiteboard/windows and tables. My job is simple- Spraying of water. Ha.

Went to bugis at night but did nothing there-.- Then I went to Chinatown with Yan Xu and Yifeng. It was quite a fun experience even though I practically go there every year. We saw one mini mini mahjong set and Yan Xu ask me whether I want to go share buying it or not. I was acually interested from the start. But after much thinking, I have decided it is not a ideal idea. Cos either way, our parents would kill us (not literally) if they know we bought that. So we didnt buy that in the end.

Yep that's all.

Fun time yesterday thanks, Yan Xu, Yifeng.

2009-01-07T20:08:00.010+08:00

Just suddenly decided to post.

I went to have my hair cut today, because everyone seems to be like against me and wants my hair to get cut. That susie ask me to cut my hair. Hey, that lame shit security guard doesnt have the right to do that la. I mean wth is she? Trying to act big. Then after that, Zheng Wei go saboh me in front of Mrs Ganesan that gives me no excuses to not cut my hair.

And now, my hair is like really very short. I really don't know what to say alr. I hate the current short hair la... Anyw, enough for all the angry stuffs

I think I'm gonna post some photos up for the countdown I had last week(year).

The group photo!

Timothy with the sleepy look..

A quite random photo that we took before the countdown. Look at all the funny looks of everyone's face=.="

The first photo I ever took in 2009

My first solo photo in 2009!

A Ftc production.

My kinda emo picture.

Er that's about all that I'm gonna post.

P.s. I hate susie

Revival post

2008-12-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

It's been a hell lot of time since I last post. Like last month? Anyway, I found something in the holiday. Actually, the church's youth is actually more bonded then I thought we are. Next year, it will be a challenging year for us because our oldest cell group-SilverCross is going to be promoted to YouthAdultGroup and it is not something that I'm actually looking forward to because we are actually quite bonded together thru the past few years and youth group is going to minimise in size with them going away. Yea...

And the holiday really seems really really short. Like it is just yesterday the the holiday just begun and I've to go back to school in a few days time. I'm really feeling very regretful and guilty at myself for wasting time. Time is not going to come back to you however much you want it, you need to cherish it. I heard a saying, it says, " When time is not used wisely, it is wasted" . That's really very true, I really need to learn how to make good use of my time. starting from like now...

Oh, I went out with Andy yesterday to watch a movie - bedtime stories. He keep saying it's nicer than Twilight. I really beg to differ. It is nice, but definitely can't be compared to Twilight. That is my serious opinion. Anyway, Andy is very lame now. In what sense? I don't know too. Lol, Andy,nice time spent yesterday, I enjoyed it, totally.

Actually, I have some pictures to post but nope, I didnt receive some yet, so I guess I'll wait till next time and probably post it up. Zzz.

Guess what? I barely touch my homeworks. That's really a bad thing.

BRB

2008-11-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

This few days doesn't bring me much surprises too. Just the usual, wasting time around and doing nothing much.

Yea, I'm going chalet tomorrow, as Zheng Wei had say, don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. No computer for 3 days sia. I don't know how am I going to handle that. Actually, this few weeks of holidays, I have been living a computer dominating lifestyle. It's not me dominating the computer, rather, it's like the computer dominating me. I think that perhaps isn't much of a good thing because I'm relying too much on the computer and is becoming real lazy and my dad is complaining about me using too much of the computer-.-. Seriously, I feel guilty and ashamed.

I'm actually kinda very angry. Very angry with someone. Really making me damn pissed off. It's like it's been a long time since I'm so angry already. I really don't know what to say.

And for the chalet, I'm gonna meet up with Zheng Wei and Kenneth before we go to meet up with everyone else who are staying in the chalet. I'm just going to bring some cards there to play when I'm bored.

I'm gonna be back on Wednesday. I've still got activities lined up for me on thursday and so on. Well, that's about it, I'm gonna Be Right Back.

2008-11-27T18:21:00.002+08:00

... I dunno what to post. Nothing much to post of actually.

I'm going to stay out this few days. I've just stayed like 5days in my godmother house. I didn't do anything much there, just slacked.

Then I'm gonna stay in chalet starting Monday. After that I'm going to go for youth camp and things. Seemingly, I've got my holidays packed up.

I don't have anything much to say though. I've wasted my holidays-.-. Well, I've just gotta wait for all the activities to come up...

2008-11-17T20:57:00.003+08:00

Hmm..Today is Monday, I keep thinking that it's Tuesday...

Well, yesterday I slept for about 3 to 4 hours. I stayed in church yesterday to help out with the children camp yesterday. It's a funny thing that we preach one thing and do the other. We have to ask the children to sleep early for their healthy reasons and we ( the youths ) stayed up and slept late.

We slept at about 5.00 and woke up near 8.00 and was disturb in between by the kids roaming around. We ate supper at around 1.00 yesterday and chatted till about 3.00.

Anyway, this few days is just like some others. I still can't get myself to do the tonnes of homeworks that we are supposed to do. It's really a lot for me to do. I'm like still wasting time playing and doing everything else that I shouldn't do.

Yeah, I think I really wanna change my current lifestyle of just getting by with the days. But for now, I'm gonna watch some shows.

Till then~

It's a new day

2008-11-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

Yeah

So much thing is happening in my life right now and I can't keep tract of it well enough myself. I just feel something is wrong and I can't pinpoint it. Oh well, it doesn't really matter does it? The fast pace of life is kinda stressing me out, seriously...

And you have guessed it, the reason that I posted. It's gonna be the real holiday for the sec3 from now on. No more tiring school days and lessons, no more stuggling to learn when I'm soooo not in studying mood. But, there is still homework that needs to be done.

I'm not gonna see you guys for about 2 months or so. In the meantime, I'll try my best to find something meaningful to do. Like probably watching shows and more shows and I don't know...some other stuff.

Oh, and it means no more Macdonald meals, KFC meals and LJS meals for me this few weeks or months. That's seriously a great thing. Definitely. I've been eating too much of these unhealthy foods and it really is not gonna be good for me at all. Though it's not like I'm afraid of getting fat or something.

And something happened today. I went to Macdonald to accompany Kenneth and gang to eat. I'm jus accompanying them, cause I'm really very full from my LJJ meal just now. After that, I went to buy the Macdonald milkshake ( the first time I tried it) and I really got a shock of my life. I wanted to turn around to take something and I actually knock over the whole milkshake. Then the whole milkshake spilled on my pants. WTH! Can you imagine that? I feel like some loser-.- Unlucky shit! Yeah and Zheng Wei, you can laugh all you want...

After table tennis, I went to visit my grandmother. She's really a poor thing. I'm wondering, why must these kind of things always have to happen...? First, my grandfather, now my grandmother. What's next?

And that's the end of my post, Gonna play dota now.

Just me

2008-10-29T22:42:00.003+08:00

I found my new blog skin quite troublesome. Seriously, I've to type out this and that and so even I am feeling it's quite troublesome. So, I decided to change my blogskin, again.

Haven't been posting much recently. Same old reasons, am not really in the mood to post. Hmm, Yan Xu wants to go see High School Musical 3 tomorrow, I'm still considering whether or not I want to go.

November programme is a boredom. School is such a boredom. Not really in the mood to study and now there is so much to learn and to study. Homeworks are pilling up. Hmm... Seriously, I don't feel like doing all these homeworks.

I think my relationship with my mother now is getting from bad to worse. Perhaps, I myself isn't a good son to begin with, but I'm really very pissed off with her already. She's really messing up the whole family. It really seems like she is finding trouble for all of us. It's like now everyone in the family is getting really fired up already. Some people thinks they are correct all the time.

Opps, I've still got lots of homeworks to do. I just need to complete one biology today cause Mrs Ganesan wants it completed by tomorrow.

Hmm....

I guess I'll mark this a end of the post.

Snow City

2008-10-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

Yea, finally posted. It's like, after the exam I should really keep posting because it's like all those tension and stress are taken away. But surprisingly, I really don't have the mood for posting. That don't really seem like me. Oh well...

Anyway, I decided to post. And I think anyone would have notice, I've change my blogskin. It's not like I'm being emo or something. Just that I found this blogskin quite cool but yet it only have such designs. So i just use it.

Went to Snow City today. It was a fun trip. I enjoyed today. This is my second time to snow city. Snow war, Sliding down the snow and urm.... yea, nothing much also. But it's fun enough already. Snow war was quite amusing, we played with the snow and threw at each other. We are not suppose to throw at the upper part of the person's body, only the lower part. But obviously, some broke the rules. Yan Xu threw the snow in my ears too-.- That was definitely not a good thing. Hmm...I think it's really important to just throw at the lower part of the body (meaning, below the head) because it's not a good thing to get the snow at the head and things...

And the slide of course! I can see that many of us enjoyed the slide course. I'm no exception. Haha. It's fun, although there are limited things you can do from the slide. I like the different kind of stuns we tried. (e.g. circles, single, double, horizontal and vertical). Yea something like that... But I think the F=ma rule don't really apply...

We've got photos and things but I didn't buy cause I think the photos with me inside really sucks-.- And for the group photo, the stupid Zhong Ming go squash my head.

But I've got headache and slight fever just now and it really was unbearable. Now I'm quite ok already. No more fever I think... and the headache is slowly subsiding. It probably will be okay by tomorrow.

Zheng Wei, 1+1=2, it will never be 3 (:

Songs.

2008-09-17T15:29:00.002+08:00

Haiz...

I can't find my guitar chords songbook. -.- .

Cannot play my songs. Lol. I actually composed half a song yesterday.

It goes like this...

" I've lost my guitar chords. I can't go on playing a song...
I've lost my life of hope and I can't go on living without it.
Just teach me, what can I do now?
My life, I can't do anything about it..."

Anyway, it's something like that. I got inspired from losing my song books. Hmm...That's not even half a song la though... Although I've found it already.

I think I'm probably gonna complete this song some day. Perhaps.

Life don't hold much surprise recently. Nothing much to write on.

Well, life is like a song. There it goes with the melody. How you sing it determines how the song goes.

Actually...You get weak and you get strengthened in life. That's perhaps not something that's surprising about life. After all, that's life!

Haha. That's the end of the post.

2008-09-07T20:02:00.002+08:00

Basically, I went to school for some funfair buisness today. Hmm... I was helping out with the booth they setup. Actually, Zheng Wei wanted to meet me early for Mac. But I was very tired and refused. That way, I could sleep a bit more and enjoy more of my sweet dreams ( Although there aren't really any).

Booth tending wasn't exactly a easy thing. I've got my hand burned and before I wash my hand, you can seriously find massive amount of wax around my palm. A solid evidence of my hard work. Oh, it's not the Gatsby moving rubber those kind of wax. It's the candle wax. You could find the former kind of wax in my bag. Lol.

But the mud really sucks. It got my whole shoe dirty and whatsoever. It's really dirty kind of dirty. Heh. I have the plastic bag wrapped around my shoe at the start, but it didn't really helped much because before that, my shoe is already in a very deadly condition.

Haha. I played with water and fire today. I saw Wan Tian sitting at the water dunking machine or something like that. It operates like this - A person throw a ball at a shooting board and if it hits hard enough, then there it goes, the person sitting above the water will drop down. Zheng Wei saw that it was fun and went to try it. Subsequently, Sam, YA, me and Clara. Actually, it's kinda fun to drop inside the water. Quite a cooling and fun sensation.

But for the second part of the fun fair, I was quite " focused" in the water thingi and sort of didn't really care much about the booth. Sorry, people who helped out.

Balloons. It's quite nice to play with the helium filled balloon though. Sort of.

After the whole thing, we went to hougang mall and the bus stop. Heh. After that, I went back home to clean myself of the mess I've created ( clean myself) .

That's about it.

Wall e

2008-09-05T19:27:00.002+08:00

Came back from my godmother's house. It was a long long stay. A 4 day stay. Ha. It was relatively fun there though...

And I have to rush back home today in the morning back gome to wear the pe shirt to gain entry to the school. But then, Kenenth went to Mac and I was like...Why did I wake up quite early?? Wth. But anyway, I ate at Mac today for breadfast with Zihao, Kenneth, Stanley, Saun and Ping Liang. Then I went back to school for my higher chinese project ( It was on chinese podcast) It was ok. We did waste a little time. I think I made a lot of mistake :P Sorry. I also wasted a lot of their time playing dota and kenneth's handphone.

We all worked hard. Good work guys!

Den I have to rush home, change clothes and went to PS for a show with Yan Xu, Sokman, Valerian, Zhong Ming and Brandon. It's a rather nice show. I really enjoyed it thoroughly. It's btr than the recent few shows I've seen- Mummy, Money Not enough2 and Journey to the center of the Earth.

Basically, the show is about a robot- WallE and Eve and all the other "disabled" people. It says that Earth couldn't contain all the poison and things anymore and the people had to shift to space to live. They become very fat and lazy and they don't walk. The use machine for all sorts of things. High technology have a price to pay...

WALL-E

2008-09-01T20:21:00.003+08:00

Posting in process...
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If you gave up half way, you probably won't see this.-.-

Yup, u didn't see anything up there. I'm gonna post.

Like wth should I post today?? I'm at home leh, the whole day. Ok, except lunch where I went outside to eat la. But it still isn't quite good. So, that's life??

Ok. But I know I'm better off then some others la. Putting myself in others shoe perhaps isn't a very bad thing. Homeworks.... Like piling. And there's alot leh! I look at all these I think I'm gonna faint. Still got all this crap. And I can't even do A math. Ya, pathetic, that's the word.

But basically, i spend most of the time today slacking ( watching shows and listening to a little music) instead of doing what I promised myself ( complete more homeworks!). I'm going my godmother's house to stay today I suppose. Gotta bring some homework along but I think that's a place that encourages the slackiness inside me to awaken. Anything...

This sucks. I can't even complete my A math. Gonna try harder. Zhong Ming actually said, "it's just applying the fomula. Just do more can alr ( I haven't done yet) . "

Sianz. Ya I think that's for today.

Happy Teacher's Day!?

2008-08-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day! The school celebration together with cross country is something that I feel isn't really appropriate. I would rather go for a full concert than the cross country and treasure hunt thingi. The performance today was so so la. Some were not bad, some are..... Mrs Er got the caring teacher's award. I think that is quite expected. He gets it every year. Mrs Ganesan got one too. I think she deserved it cos I really like her as a teacher.

Didn't went back to my primary school. I wanted to but... oh well. Anyway, it may spare me from the disappointment of going there and not being able to get in the school, like last time.

Went out today with the sec3 table tennis's members ( Simone, Cheryl, Yan Xu, Sarah and Amelia) and zhong ming went too. Erm...People like Wen Kai won't actually go I suppose. Basically, we jus went to catch a movie + A little bit or arcade and yea...that's about it.

We watched "The journey to the center of the Earth" or somewhat it is spelled. I don't want to go take the movie ticket to check the title again. It's just a waste of time. I don't really like the movie theater there ( Cineleisure). It's small. Anyway, the show is like some geography show and it isn't very nice. I can only say it's alright. But I think I received some mini geography lesson there. This show suggest the theory that many animals-like dinosaurs and plants are not extinct, but is located at the center of the earth or so... under the Earth crust.

Those people likes fishes alot. Keep looking at the fishes there-.- I think arcade is just ok. Not very fun though...

1 week holiday ahead. Not something much I'm exactly looking foward to cos there isnt much excitement alr...

2008-08-27T17:09:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to write down.

But I feel that it had been awhile since I last post. So I decided to post.

But I'll keep this post short.

Shit, my feet still hurts when I walk. It still hurts.

...Recently I'm feeling a little unhappy. Just a little.

Yup, I'm gonna study my chem test le.

-u know what I'm gonna say, or perhaps not-

2008-08-23T14:37:00.003+08:00

New post.

I'm not sure what to write. Haha

It's one week now le. Haha.

Talk to Zhong Ming jus now. He sort of counselled me on somethings. Quite cool la. Thanks Zhong Ming! It's good to have a friend like you. Lol.

Went to Hougang Mall just now. We were like walking here, there and everywhere... Walked with Zhong ming and Yan Xu. Zheng Wei went home after awhile of walk. Still playing his pokemon-.- Lol.

I think that's the end of my post le.

Oh well..

Learning to treat others better. From now on. Especially my families.

2008-08-20T19:05:00.005+08:00

Hmm... I woke tried to woke up at 5.30 today to do my homework for 30mins so that I can lead a healthy lifestyle of sleeping early everyday near 10.00 p.m. Slept at 11.00 yesterday, so I decided to make a trial run today. But I failed... Alarm rang at 5.30 and I went out my room at 5.45. I did some of the homework for about 10mins and went back to bed again to sleep for 10mins. -.- . The 10mins is actually quite enriching.

This weeks I've got back lots of results and tests. Wth. My standard dropped. I think I will try to slack less le. Cannot continue this way anymore. It's getting a little difficult. Sianz. School ends at 2.30 tomorrow.

Nothing much to post la though.

Something to say that I don't reckon I would type here. Haha.

Weird

2008-08-18T18:34:00.003+08:00

Weird -.-

Today was sort of fun. Considering the fact that we have P.E today. I think the opponent team is pretty strong and their skills is much better than most of us (we were playing soccer today). Although we won, it was clearly we out numbered them by quite a lot. So, we aren't exactly good...

Lol. We received the the cream thingi today that was actually made to be applied on the face, we used it to apply on other places, like the books, tables, floors, shirts, pants... I opened mine and used it on Russell's book. Den he's like,".........." and he went to apply the thing on the back of my shirt and I have to use lots and lots of cream to try getting it off my shirt which can be a toture, with my shirt getting damp with water.

Den after chemistry, Yoong Aunn go play with the cream again and it landed on my pants. What a pain! Den i took the cream and wipe it all on his hand. Lol.

O ya, today's Yiwen's birthday. Happy Birthday Yiwen!

And I will try :)

Lol

2008-08-17T16:13:00.001+08:00

Lol. I think I should have posted yesterday. But apparently I didn't.

I think it doesn't matter. I'm not going to write anything much in this post.

XD.

That's the end of my post.

Pig's Heart

2008-08-15T22:10:00.008+08:00

Just came back from hospital. Visisted my grandfather. He looks okay. Wish he is okay too.

Played with pig's heart today. Erm...Not really play la. I studied it. Seriously, I dunno how to draw that thing... I'm not a good artist at all.

Pig heart!!! It's not halal at all. The heart looks as if there's a mouth down there. We were like playing with it and all these. The blood clot is very disgusting. I touched it a little and it dropped. Yuck!

There, take a closer look at it.

Pig heart!!

Yes! I took a pig's heart!

Zheng Wei-his great experience with the pig's heart. He is actually squeezing it!

Think my hair a bit too messy... Zheng Wei like some ghost... Lol.

-Thursday-

2008-08-14T16:13:00.002+08:00

Sianz...

I think I'd post again today.

Wth, I broke my record today. I broke a glass rod. It's not the cost that is scary...it's just 30 cent. It's that, this is the first time I break something. Stupid glass rod. Can't keep my record just because of something so small and insignificant.

That's the main thing of today.

Tomorrow gonna play with the heart. I wish they have Halal heart. Like that nicer. Lol. Pork's heart tomorrow. I think... Maybe I'll see some fresh red soup tomorrow.

Haha.

It don't need a title

2008-08-13T19:45:00.002+08:00

Just felt like posting today. This post don't need a title. Lots of things doesn't have a clear heading to it too.

Urm... This few days in school isn't extremely wonderful, I would just say it's okay. Seriously...everytime I look at Mrs Nathan face I'll just feel bored. It's not that she's not a good teacher. I admit, she's quite a good one. Just that i don't like learning all the maths thingi she teach. The more she teaches, the more confused I get.

For all the other subjects, I have got lots to do. I think I need to catch up with my studies cos I'm quite slacking nowadays. Even for the recent physic test, I didn't really used A LOT of time for it. Instead, I went to Zhong Ming house for Mahjong from late afternoon to night.

Dots, it's Thursday tomorrow, I think I can rest awhile. Perhaps I'll use some time to watch shows. I need some relaxation too.

Great, that's the end of my post for today.

National Day!

2008-08-09T10:09:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day Singapore!!! To think about it, I may be proud to be a singaporean after all. At least, in this country, we don't have lots of funny things to face. However, there will be a live telecast of the National Day Parade which I don't really enjoy and all my other family members do.

Anyway, I think I'll talk about yesterday. Went to Dobby with some of the hum ppl: Zm, Yx, Jm, Ma Sai, Valerian, Jason, Kenneth, Clara, Claudia, Annabel and Samantha. I think that's all. Ma Sai keeps disturbing Valerian. Lol.

We went to watch the Mummy. Quite a nice show. I think it's quite worth it. I like the part where the 2 villians got into the rolling wheel. Then they got squashed. Then after that, we went to arcade and played there. I only played a lousy game of some gun. Then after that, i keep watching others playing the Time Crisis game. Hmm...Went to eat ramen after that.

We went to Hougang Mall and walk around and went to the library. Yan Xu made a baby cried.

I think that's the end of my post.

Happy National Day!!!

Days of a school student.

2008-08-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

Cool!

Today I have my e math test. Its really super easy!!! I'm not sure whether I'll score as well as I expected though. What have gotten into the teacher? It's really not like them to give us such a easy test. Common test summore... I seem to be able to see delighted face everywhere as I go to the reccess. The test seems to have brighten up everyone's life.

Biology was quite fun today. Mrs Ganesan was like using the whole of few hours to make us understand the concept behind the blood group thingi. The explanation of my blood group seems quite true. Not for all part though. Hmm... I will complete the things I'm given. That's only true for the things I like. If I like it, I'll complete it. Hehe, I found my fellow blood groups friends. Our personality seems quite different from each other though...

Russell is a pervert. I forgot what he do le. I just remember him being a pervert. It's something no one can deny. -.- . Today we keep playing the "you are open game". Lol.

Then there's table tennis. Not much to talk about for that.

And I found myself getting lousier and lousier at chinese. I wrote a stupid compo yesterday. Shit la! I want to get back/improve my standard.

That's for now. Going to slack awhile le.

Some Normal Day

2008-07-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

Today is like just another day.

I had my A math test today.It's okay, I think. I am able to do most of the questions(Although I''m not sure whether I did them correctly). Qn5 really sucks. I wasted 15mins on it and get some lame answer. And the test is like 30mins. 1/2 of the time use to do that stupid question...

And there's PE too. We played against 3 Dilligence for 3 games. Soccer, Captain Ball and (something). For soccer we trash them totally. 6:0. Seriously I don't know why that had happen. It's like we are not exactly that good to win them by that much. Anyway, since we won, it's nice:)

I've got back my physic test result. Definitely lousy... I'm like quite depressed upon seeing that mark. After that, I've to go to Mr Chang and tell him to minus one mark from my paper cos he calculated wrongly. Haiz... Honesty just doesn't pay.

Social Studies- I scored lower than I expected, what can I say?

I think we are going to get back our biology test tomorrow. I really hope that the whole class would do well.

Went for CCA. Nothing much. Training, as usual. After that I went to join others- Zhong Ming, Yan Xu, Seow Hwee, Noel, Ma Sai, Jian Ming and some others for a short talk. Then there's nothing much already. Just went to eat with Zhong Ming and Yan Xu. The 2 of them is like trying to cut down weight or something, eat Dim Sum for dinner.-.-

I think I shall end here already, going to watch shows.

Irritated

2008-07-26T10:29:00.000+08:00

Wait. I've got something to say.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN LOW and also to fengye (although I don't exactly know you).

And anyway, I'll continue. This few days in school truthfully isn't good. Tests...tests...and more tests. Then i've still got to go for cca and all other crap.

Today woke up to see doraemon. Diaoz. Urm... Probably cos I've got nothing better to do. My dad says that he gonna consider taking the computer away for awhile cos of my brother. Wth. He says my bro haven't been studying properly and have got distracted by the computer, and taking away the computer would means he would be able to study better. Cos his result now seems quite unbearable. I know perhaps I'm not putting myself into my parents/my brother's shoe but if they would to take away the computers, then it would not be fair to me. It's not like computer is dominating my life. I mean, if they take away the computer, then for some works I won't be able to use and for cannot use for my own leisure activity. Oh well...

Anyw, I'm going out later (yup probably). I'm going to 2 places I think.

-.-

I feel irritated...

I went to 2 places today. Pasir Park and Zhong Ming's house.

The first part of the trip is quite fun. I played Captain's ball and Soccer there. Sometimes it's quite obvious that we didn't show teamwork. But we did at times and that was when it's the climate of the game. I enjoyed the trip definitely and the picnic too. There's like a considerable amount of food for us and we could not finish it all.

Then to Zhong Ming's house. I'm the latest to reach there. Others is there at about 12+ ( I think). We played Mahjong and (is there an and?) I'm not sure. Anyway, Zhong Ming house very cool. Haha.

Blogged~

2008-07-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Just thought I will post.

The geography lesson today was like quite good. We have this debate that seems quite fun?? Erm... Mr Koh gave us about 20mins to prepare for this debate buisness which I spend the whole time doing nothing. Then when times up, I just went there and was like...what should I say?? Anyway, Russell very bad. Cos we found this info that says every 5 secs, a person diesof starvation and hunger related disease and when we were preparing(a little), he was like... 1...2...3...4...5...Oh, a person had died. 1...2...3...4...5... Oh another person just died. Sadist...

There's the physic test that I thought was like quite difficult. Cham le. Some parts I confirm wrong le. Let's hope the others will pull me up. Damn scared. Today after my chinese lesson, Mr Chang was outside the class room (wearing the smile he has as usual), that gives me all the more the creeps.

We had the biology pratical, Mrs Ganesan seems quite angry with us cos we are like one of the worst batch of sec3 hummers. I think we should change our attitude as our teachers had said. We probably do deserve the scolding. Today's practical was quite fun though, not difficult and got lots of free time.

Erm...there's still one more A math supplemantary lesson and there was only 4 person who stayed back for it-Wen Kai, Nisha, Annabel and me. Mrs Nathan taught the modulus things and drawings. Sianz...This weeks a lot of test, I've still gotta study for the math test tomorrow. Stress...

I MUST try to sleep EARLY !!

Unknown

2008-07-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

Well, this week isn't exactly a good week for me.

Anyways, there's going to be quite a lot of tests next week. Geography, biology. 2... Perhaps it's not exactly a lot. But that alone is going to give me a hard time.

Thinking a lot recently, there's like lots of things to be glad for and yet I have also got tonnes of other things to depressed or sad for. Anything... I think I'll probably try my best to keep a cheerful attitude and to be happy! Hmm, I think perhaps others are worse off than me.

As for today, I went for Table Tennis and I found my skills deproving( as always). It's like others always getting better and I'm always getting lousier. I think I'm not exactly good in any ways.

Den went out with Yan Xu after table tennis. We were like keep talking about philosophy and the things of life or something... Yan Xu is definitely a excellent physcologist, compared to him I'm like quite useless... Was taught biology for the test next week. I want to get good grades. I think I'm gonna force myself to study bah...

I think I'm gonna rest awhile le. That's all now...

birthday

2008-07-13T16:55:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday CHIOW YAN XU. Eh, spend you days and life well. Who knows what will happen the next moment??

Hmm... I don't really want to post de, but since it's his birthday, I would jus wish him a happy birthday.

Jus the usual. Nothing much happened today. I think I would talk abt yesterday

Went to Zhong Ming house yesterday. Den we went to rent the grudge2, Balls of fury and Evan almighty. But I only lasted for one and a half of thw shows cos I gtg. The grudge is actually a ghost movie and is supposedly a scary show. The funny thing is that, I don't feel scared. The whole moive is sort of meaningless(in my opinion). No moral of story. If there is, it is to never walk into a haunted house. Oh and, I was force to watch the grudge 2 at first, but after that, I watch it with no excitement =.=

Anyway, that's basically what happened. Then I went to my grandmother house and ate foods. She cooked quite a lot of thing and I enjoyed the meal. Then I have a mini karaoke session there with my brother.

Once again, Happy birthday Yan Xu.

This is Wong Kay Yin, signing off.

Blogging

2008-07-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

I suddenly realise that it have been like decades since i last post. So I decided to let it revive.

Urm... I've nothing much to say. I think I can write a little about the things that happened yesterday in school. School wasn't really wonderful. It was as per normal yesterday. Just studying and doing nothing. Hmm, went for CCA which wasn't really at a good state... I still stand firmly my point that the coach isn't a good one until he proves to me. Maybe he does have skills, but I still don't like what he does >.<

Hmm. Alittle depressed. I suddenly feel very lousy about myself. Oh well...

Still waiting for ZhongMing to online MSN. He is really slow.....

Blank

2008-07-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

Dots…I don’t know where to start with. But, it’s not like I have lots of things to say though.

The days at schools had really bought me lots of surprise. I have been going to school listening to some teacher’s teaching. I have learnt and I have lost. It isn’t easy, I should say, to get much out of the lessons. It’s not that I’m still in holiday mood. But, sometimes, I really can’t get myself to study. And the homeworks are really pilling like…

Well, I have thought about something. Sometimes, fame, name and all these are really scary. It can bring you up and can really let you fall. Fortunately enough, I’m not into such business. It is really scary, to want to get something. Sometimes, when you can’t get it, you may feel sad, angry and bitter.

Perhaps, just perhaps, it may be better to be a more ordinary person. I mean, not so ordinary. At least you don’t get too fired up over certain things.

Hmm…today was ok…I could not let the nathelene (or whatever it is called) get melted. And it’s like...when I’m having the temperature taking; people’s work is already done. Then I rush for the meeting. My thermometer was still quite waxy, so I have to leave it to Zhong Ming and ask him to help me melt the thing again.

Bought a set of Damn big poker cards. Like 2 times the normal size. Quite cool~ But not easy to play with though…

HI musical

2008-06-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

Went to HI musical today(afternoon show). My seat is k21 and that is at the back of the whole thing.One thing that is scary, from my row there is like 6 seats that are not occupied and Mr Guei was at the end of six seat.

The musical was actually quite nice and I think all the people on stage did well. The only thing is that I felt incomplete is that the show is too short. -.-. Anyway, I did not regret watching the show and it was great.

After the musical, some of my friends and I went to walk in bugis (I forgot to bring money, actually wanted to buy clothes de). Urm... We got lost for the start and we didn't know where to go. Then I called my brother and found that we were actually walking the exact different direction from where we should be heading. Lol. Then we walked all the way back to national library towards bugis junction.

Oh, we took some photos there. There are groups, indivuidual and some photos... Yup, then we went seperate ways later and then we went to continue our own journeys again. Then I went to my grandma house for family gathering and the things following is quite boring...So I won't elaborate further.

That's about it I think. Till then~

Bandaged

2008-06-25T20:39:00.038+08:00

Haiz...Today school have a concert. I must say, some of the standard of the people there are actually not bad. However, some others contestant aren't much well of though. Urm...I sort of skipped half of my CCA. Cos it was suppose to be my CCA time. Well, it was ok because the teacher-in-charge today is mrs seah. Being a nice teacher as she is, she allowed me to go to watch the concert even when I went back to the table tennis area occasionally and saw her, she allowed me to go back when I wanted to.

School is ok today, lessons as per normal. But I feel very tired during lots of the lessons. Indeed, the teachers are good, but I don't seem to be able to absorb what they say, Oh well, whatever...

Hmm...went back to the physician today. The treatment is undeniably a toture. The pain felt during the moment was really a immense toture. Even now, I can remember the pain (vividly)... Oh well, I am bandaged once and again, I'm not sure whether I want to wear slippers to school tomorrow. I'll see first.

Well, that's for now. Maybe I'm going to sleep in a moment's time.

Schools again.

2008-06-23T20:11:00.016+08:00

Schools...

I think I will keep this post short.

Schools is ok today. I don't know how to comment on it. The lessons... Not very nice. Yep, the recap for chemistry works and now I remembered some of the lessons. Phew, still have a long day tomorrow. The lesson ends at 2.30.

Mrs Ganesan is our co-form now. Great!

Yep, that's like it... I'm gonna drink red bull. Soon.

Last day, First day

2008-06-22T19:52:00.015+08:00

Last day of holidays today. Really feeling very bored right now. Sianz... Going back to school tomorrow. I still have some home works that are incomplete. Haha. Before this, I thought that I'm going to do a lot of things for the holiday, but in the end, they are never completed. Anyway, I'm going back to school tomorrow, so I'll see what's gonna happen tomorrow.

The holidays seems to be passing very quickly. I don't seem to actually cherish the time I long wished for.

Not much to say. I went to church today, it was great for me to reflect back on myself, what I've done, what I shouldn't be doing and that I should be blessing others instead of cursing them.

Went to get my hair cut today. My hair is very short now. Hmm...At least, compared to what it used to be. I think at least the school would accept my hair...

I think I gotta go watch my show now, perhaps I will do some of my homeworks later.

So, that's all for my post today.

Doctors...For legs

2008-06-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm…some new posts…

Went to the Chinese doctor today. Guess it is called the physician. Waited for about 30mins for my turn. So it is okay. Well, I have to let my leg recover after treatment from the doctor after all.

However, I was only treated for about 1min+. It’s good it’s the case. The treatment was pain! I said pain!!! He used some tool on my leg and put some medicine there. The doctor is really very funny. My mother got scold for asking him some questions. Erm…not really scolded, but to a certain extend…

Phew, now I’m in bandaged. But still cannot walk properly. When I bath, I have to use the plastic bag to cover my leg because the doctor instructed me not to get wet on my injured leg.

And then I just went home. Went to table tennis table there. Then watch the others played. Cannot really play cos I may need to go back to the clinic again if I do (even if I don’t, I may still need). So, I played cards with Yan Xu for a short while. He bought all his cards there and so I played. Hmm… Sokman lend me a Vcd. Maybe I’ll watch it later.

So that’s it. Bye~

Back

2008-06-16T17:20:00.050+08:00

Back from Batam.

Whao!The 4 days treat seems to past so fast. It's only a flash and now I'm back again. Hmm... Since I can say, that, it probably meant that I had enjoy the camp. No doubt, I did!

My room no:450.
It's going to be a very memorable room to me. And defenitely to the staff there too. They will really experience "happiness" when cleaning up my room that me and my other friends/room mates stayed in. It was in a mess. Ok la... Just that the crackers and sweet wraper are everywhere and that the blankets a little out of place. Just a little.

1 thing I like about this trip is that the money I can use there are like, a few hundred thousands. The things there are really very expensive. I needed like $23000+ for the A&W meal. Hmm...that's like really too overboard aren't they? I can enjoy tonnes of such meals with such large amount. ( Additional info: 6700 rupia=S$1)

The shopping part was quite nice. They had lots of good bargains and they actually sold some of the clothes for $3 singapore dollar! But all that are lousy clothes -.-. Their prices are cheaper than those of Singapore. I bought a shirt and a short for about S$25. I actually wanted to buy more, but the time is up and I don't have time to continue. Oh, and 1 mentos there is 30 cent.

My hotel is of quite good quality. But they said that there are gays at night at the front of the hotel and at the back of the hotel, gangsters. So we were encouraged not to leave the hotel at night. The food there is nice too. We had buffet for every meal. It was really nice.

The only sad thing is that I injured my leg. That is during the second last day. Hmm. I ran after my friend, then after that he suddenly dodged, that sudden movement cause me to be take by surprised and as such, my leg was twisted. My leg is bandaged(not sure whether its the correct spelling). Hmm, I'm recovering, but I think I may still go to the doctor from my father insistence.

There were really lots of nice things too. I watched Narnia 1 there and played games there. It is a great and new experience!

Guess, that's about it. I'm quite lazy to upload some photo. I may...later.

Nothing

2008-06-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

This sucks. My com got really a lot of virus and I don't know what to do about it. I think i will format it some day and buy some anti-virus. But for now its really wasting my time. Going internet takes a long time and the virus keeps switching off my firewall. I really hate it.

Actually, I have nothing much to write here. Maybe going out with Yan Xu awhile later. Maybe not. Well, that all depends on whether I have enough time to pack for my camp. I think I should have provided that I don't slack halfway. If so, it would be done in 45 mins (supposedly).

Hmm...I'm going to camp tomorrow. It's to Batam for 4 days and so that means I would be back at Monday. Probably going to buy lots of funny stuff there. Lol. Anyway, I won't be bringing my phone there and so if you message me, I won't be replying until monday.

Not exactly in a good mood today. I don't even know what caused that. But, oh well...

Just for relieve.

2008-06-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

I thought I would just come by and post because I have not posted for some time already. But, oh well, that trend is gonna continue on I suppose because I'm so used to that already and habit dies hard.

I've finish the 21 episodes KO One(Zhong Ji Yi Ban) and now I feel very bored because I have nothing to do during my free and not so free time now. It is really a great show.Hmm...Thanks Annabel for lending me the show!

There's not much things lately. Yesterday is not a bad day- well, at least, for the night. I went to watch the movie, Narnia. It's really nice. I really enjoyed throughout the show. But, it's a pity I had to use the washroom at a part of the show. I ran all the way to the washroom and back again. I think I did not miss some very crucial part-I hope not. But, the show really is nice and I've really enjoyed the trip. Some of the things the characters said is really very great- there is a great deal of knowledge behind what they says.

Hmm... I went to played table tennis today and took the photo for my IC. It isn't very well taken because my smile is very unnatural... And it is also quite difficult to act natural when you are leaning against a wall. My hair isn't well done too. But nevermind, I'll just stick to that. I wonder whether if that photo can be used for the passport too. I hope it is able to. Table tennis is also quite unexpected. I found myself losing my skills. I really lost my skills by a great deal. But I've also gain back my skills by a little too. Think it will come back soon...

But anyway, that's about all and I've got to find some other shows to watch.

-Sleeping-

Revival Post

2008-05-31T14:13:00.001+08:00

It's quite some time since i last post. There is a reason: I have to nothing interesting to write about because I've staying at home for all these days and I am really bored and stuffed. Except thursday, I went outside for a service. But, other than that, there is nothing more.

For the past few days, I have been staying at home watching show(Zhong Ji Yi Ban), doing homework, playing games. ( the above are arranged by the amount of time used on them. Homework is really very tiring, as much as I don't like them, I feel a need to put a end to them as fast as I can. So I was choinging the homeworks from Monday to wednesday. I also did my homeworks on the other days, only that it is very minimal.

Well, I like Zhong Ji Yi Ban. It is about people from high schools that go around fighting and creating chaos. That's nice, because this show is giving us this message that it is Ok to fight. So I guess I'm going to learn fighting someday( Just kidding). But anyway, I can really spend my time on these to relive stress and to give myself some sort of satisfication.

Today, I guess I'm going out after all. I'm going out to play with Yan Xu later. Today,I had my Breakfast at home early in the morning, 9.30. At least, it is early to me. I went outside to have my breadfast and watch doraemon, then at 10.00 I went back to sleep. I have no idea why i did that. But, I could not get to sleep and I went daydreaming on the bed.

That's for today, I'm going to post again if I have other things on later. I've one thing to add on, the timing on the post is not correct and the date isn't too. I posted at 31 may, not 30 may.

Untitled

2008-05-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

I was actually feeling quite unhappy+confused+some other things inside me yesterday and today in the morning.

I went to Zhong Ming's house today in the afternoon like around 3.45. I was the latest to reach there because I went elsewhere in the morning. Anyway, I didn't went missing this time because for some reason, I went missing last time.

Zhong Ming's house is filled with people as usual. When I went there, I saw people like Zhong Ming, Yan Xu, Annabel, Samantha, Seow Hwee and Jian Ming. It was actually suppose to be a movie marathon. But we only watched like...1 movie. The others is just a little bit and skip, a little bit and skipped, so it cannot considered completed I guess...

After the first movie is over, Seow Hwee left and there is left with the others. Then we continue, playing Mahjong, playing games and all these things and for some reason, times just seems to be able to get to 10.30. We were all shocked at the time and faster finish what we are doing and get home.

So, that's the end of my post. Gtg.

My birthday

2008-05-23T18:50:00.001+08:00

It's May 23 today and that reminds of me that 15 years ago I was still inside my mother womb and was about to be delivered. I really had quite a good birthday today.

I went school today, scared. I know that the people want to pour flour on me. So I came prepared. I'm scared that I will kena something. So I was actually ready to be on the run. But, i wasn't able to run in the end because Shi Ze locked the door to prevent me from escaping. Is that considered abusing of authority? Anyway, I've got Yan Xu covered with flour before he got me with flour. He tried to pur flour on me and i returned it back on him. But, the flour still landed on me in the end because I was not able to withstand so many blows coming from everywhere. But Jian Ming took revenge for me. He attacked Shi Ze with the flour making him the worse victim.

Then I went to K Box with some of the Brandon, Annabel, Jian Ming and Yan Xu and we sung. We had great time there. Annabel left early. Brandon can sing quite well. Yup, we sang a few songs(quite a few). Then we wrote some notes for the people of China with the intention of encouraging them to get on well even after the earthquake. It must had been a horible blow for them to lost their family from that earthquake. Why did we write the notes? The K Box had some programmes that we are allowed to sing 1 more hour + get a drink + write notes for the people of China for about $9++ and all the money they have gotten from these will be given to these people to let them have better life. We thought it was good and so agreed with their offer.

I had quite a wonderful birthday today. Thanks for the presents people. Thanks Annabel, Zhong Ming and Yan Xu for the nice present and thanks Nisha for your present.

21 May

2008-05-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

My Computer got virus. Or maybe not. But there's some problem, whenever I go visit other's blog or some websites, there is one popup that comes up, telling me to give some answer to get some prize. If anyone know what the problem is then please tell me.

Oh, this few days is quite normal. Play and doing nothing and just wasting time. I don't know what to do with my time. The teachers are already giving homeworks before the holiday even starts and I'm so....cannot find the correct word. But I'm feeling very empty now. Perhaps that's not the word to describe it but...oh well, I'll just leave it as it is.

I'm already in holiday mood. Cannot study. The teacher had to keep giving homeworks and classes one after another. I cannot concentrate about what the teacher is saying. Nvm. I'll try to complete the Math exercise books by today. Tomorrow is sports carnival and I want to have some fun time tomorrow rather than keep having some lessons that are really so boring... Waiting for Friday and Saturday.

Today nothing much happened, and so I don't think I would need to say about it. Then as for tomorrow, I don't know what will happen. But I suppose that it will be good.

Today is a good day, tomorrow will be better :)

Safe!

2008-05-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

Today is quite some scary day. Before that, it's still okay. I went to Zhong Ming house for his delayed birthday party. His birthday this year should be quite memorable for him because someone(s) splash flour and water on him.

S0me background info: I went back to my house at 2.10 to 3.20. Kenneth and Ping Liang visited me at my house for a short game of dota and Kenneth is quite inexperience and (just fill in the blanks).

Then I went to Zhong Ming's house and the trip to day was quite fun. I really enjoyed it. Happy belated birthday Zhong Ming. Thanks for being such a wonderful host today.

Ppl who went to Zhong Ming's house: KayYin(came late by mins), Yan Xu, Wen Kai( Left early by a few hours), Samantha, Annabel, Warren(Came late by a few hours), Zhong Ming(Duh!)

We actually played a little of Majong and some poker card games la. But N0 gambling was involved. So, it was actually ok. Zhong Ming's Chess Piece is very nice. You can really be attracted to that.

Then next event is not bad... Ghost movie: Silent Hill. It is scary. Not as scary as it expected. It was actually gruesome according Yan Xu, I felt it was okay. The movie was quite nice. It is about a girl who became a ghost and wanted to kill those who killed her. Some vengance and revance story.

Although, it isn't totally scary, it is enough to scare the hell out of me. It isn't actually the movie that scare me, it is people like Zhong Ming + Yan Xu who made some other things out from the movie that really made everyone scared. Including themselves. We went away with the feeling like...wondering whether we can make it alive back. But it is a thing that will be okay de la. We all make it back alive! I'm here well and posting.

Oh, just some things i made out:
The road, the usual road which I walked on seems especially lonely and scary. It all started because of this...(up). Getting there in one piece doesn't seems possible anymore. The only hope for everyone is to make it back alive...

(Fake, it isn't so dramatic:the last paragraph. It's something I made out. Seemingly, nice.)

51

2008-05-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

This is some posts. I felt ok. Some are sad because the grades are not as good as what I've expected.

In class i have lots of activities. We went to have some games of uno and cheats and I dunno...stress? Yup, Yan Xu bought his Uno deck to school to play and it is quite fun. But after long time of playing, it can really get you bored. That's what I experienced today. New experience. Sad, lesson gonna resume and that's the last thing I wished for. But nvm, that's enough fot this session.

Oh. Today I went to play badminton for so long and I couldn't remember how long it is. I actually wanted to have some table tennis, but...Oh well. I used all my time on badminton and I have got better but it is just by a small margin. But of course, table tennis is much better for me.

Then I went to Hougang Mall and I went to the library today. Spent sometimes there and watched some, (1.5 books). Then I went to the eat. I only have dessert plus 2 cup of coffees. That is because I was really Not hungry. I wasn't but I'm not sure for now.

Then I went home and I tried to come to this blog but it wasn't successful. Yep, then I was actually praying for the connection problem to get better and I have it answered. Whao! Then I went to play dota and it was ok la. I lost badly like I suppose to be but that wasn't anything. I will only gain more experience from this and say it wasn't too bad. Then the blogging came now. Watching American Idol too and that was not bad because there's lots of nice songs and vocals down there.

Not once

2008-05-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

It's very long since I last post. I couldn't remember. All these is just like so dreamy. I couldn't believe that I had actually gone past thise few days. Who would? Such days are hard to get.No exams, no schools, no stress, no worries. It must have been a dream.

But these days wouldn't last long for certain. It's not even possible for me to get such days for a week. How do I get away from all these worries and all troubles? Don't think I could.

Oh. Today is not a bad day. I went to church and I've got sermons and I've got something out of it. Today is Mother's Day. I went out with My mum,bro and dad to eat. Although there is not much difference in the choice of food, it's still very nice because it's a difference feeling to eat outside and to eat at home. Then I went to play in the arcade and I kept losing, just to waste money there. Oh well... It wasn't a bad experience. Although it can be considered a pure waste of time, it was quite ok actually.

Tomorrow is the official day school starts and even as one things end, the other start. I've to face the results now. Don't know whether what I will face is bitterness or joyfulness. But I will just let tomorrow worry about itself. Today have enough to worry about.

And that's it. Just one more game before I proceed to bed. I promise!

Late at night

2008-04-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

It's like 1.30 now am I'm posting. I dunno what's the problem with me.

I just don't seems to be able to absorb into the topic and all the things seems so difficult. Math seems interesting yet difficult. Geography needs study, chinese needs reading, Bio needs knowledge, chem nid understanding, physics needs perserverance, social studies needs patience, english needs blogging.

I'm just gonna keep this short and sweet( I need sleep, seriously. It seems like years before I've actually enjoy a good sleep). Oh, And I'm blogging in the midst of Yan Xu teaching me Math. Guess he didnt know' I'm blogging. hehe. but I'm seriously lestening, I mean looking. I'm multitasking.

Tomorrow gonna do my physic project after I got my powerpoint. I can do the editing and hopefully, it would be job well done.

I've found my standard decreasing drastically nowadays and I'm really starting to experience hopelessness because it really seems so difficult. However, to give my all is one of my motto.
fake. Yes, perhaps it's not, but for this time round, I'm going to. At least for now.

Is this short? Or at least sweet? Ok, I know it's not...

This is me, signing off.

That's it

2008-04-18T20:08:00.001+08:00

Oh, some post today. MYE is coming and I'm like soooooo scared. Well, at least, for now I'm gonna get started. Well, blogging to me isn't a thing that is prohibited. At least, not to myself. Blogging is a good way to improve my english's standard, considering the current spot 'm standing now. You can call it a excuse or anything, but at least that will give me enough to cover for my guilt.

This few days, I had been thinking a lot and there is like so much thing-to get me distracted and to get me so tired. I'm very tired-mentally, physically( a little), emotionally and probably critically. Gotta go on and at least do well for my exams. This few days isn't so fruitful but nevermind, I will perservere on because I believe that perserverance will pay off, but not if you only rely on yourself.

Erm...What's more? Well, in a nutshell, oh well, it isn't end until it is started with.

I wish everyone have a merry christmas and happy new year!

I mean...Well with life!

_______________________________

2008-04-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

________________________________ <----------- Yep, fill in the blank. What am I suppose to write?

Talk about this week. I have lots of thing but only some are worthy of note. I've got some things that are great while some are...apparently not. Talk about the A math test, it wasn't too hard, yet not too easy either. There are going to be some tests and quizes next week. Like E math, Geo and some others. It's not gonna be easy for me (I know, it's not easy for others too). It's a good thing, to be able to study. I know, others may be dying to do that but can't. Yet, even while saying so, I don't know how can I put myself to the study mode.

I'm gonna to make myself revise my E math and geo. But for the time being, enjoy...

Just a post

2008-04-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

A post. A brand new post. I don't know how to continue because I don't know what to pen down.

Today, school didn't bring me much surprise, except the usual happiness of able to escape from school every friday. I had my debates, test and all things. The test is between easy and hard. You could say it is okay. Today, I had my english debates before my biology test. My group, consisting of me, seow hwee, melvin and russell wasn't quite nicely plan as we wasn't able to thought of very great points to really make it that relevant. It is a difficult side to say after all. I was saying, it isn't cruel to kill animals, but in fact, i thought it was! But, that's enough of school. Now let's get on to CCA.

CCA wasn't quite fun. Why? I suddenly found myself so lousy. I actually won by such a small margin and that is actually quite a very disgraceful thing, being the senior that I am.

Then, I went to the library, reading books and completing my biology worksheet. It is still okay. Except for being difficult to concentrate in such a noisy enviroment, the worksheet was actually relatively okay for me to do. Kai Yang, Sokman, Yan Xu and I do our works and then we went to eat then we went home.. Others like my junior, Bryan didn't tag along.

This is just a post. A post posted by me.

Life-Isnt a bed of roses

2008-04-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

Life isn't a bed of roses. I cannot say it's a bed of thorns, but sometimes, it may not be so easy for us and to withstand the things coming our way, we need to really learn to give and take. One needs to know how to give to learn the sweetness of your own life. If you keep getting, how would you feel blessed? You would only feel "happy" from getting things from other but not true happiness.

Yet, to ge the roses, we need to get past the thorns. Isn't it? Life isn't going to be so easy for us, yet, to get the roses out of life, we would need to be daring enough to get past the thorns.

Well, back to today. Ping Liang and Kenneth came to my house. The excuse to look at the physics video is just a disguise. What did we do? Playing. Yep, and i wasted about 2hrs of my time with them. No lost, no gain. I gain "short term happiness" yet lost precious time to do other things. But spending time with friends isn't a bad idea.

Now, I'm done and I've just finish blogging. End of presentation.

April Fool

2008-04-01T15:45:00.000+08:00

April fool. This year's april fool's day, like the past years isn't so foolish. It is quite cool today though.

School was still ok la. I went and in the morning, Zheng Wei asked me to open a box. I don't dare to because I just bought a birthday present for Kai Yang only just yesterday and that would mean a shock-of a lifetime~. Zheng Wei's box is okay la-a spider climbing out. Funny is us human, that even when we know that things are not real, we tend to get scared for the first moment.

I got back my test and I fare quite well. Although I expected something more, that wasn't too bad.

I stayed till 3.00 and went to canteen to have my lunch. Yan Xu and Wen Kai panseh me and went home first.

I gone home today and aI posted this-seems boring to me but this is today.

Flunk it

2008-03-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm sad to announce that I've flunk my exam. I've flunk it. My result, my subjects, my this and my that. This don't mean that I'm going to keep being so disappointed, doing nothing to change what I am today. I'm going to really start again... This time, properly.

And one very siao decision. Sleep earlier~ I feel that I've not got enough sleep this few days and all these that I'm really wasting my time with all these, getting distracted and all these. I'm going to sleep earlier, maybe this would be a better decision. Justify this decision? I can not be so sleepy on class and hopefully I can gain more out of it. This will affect me mentally and physically.

I"m going to use lesser computer, which means I'm going to try my best to abstain from it. Then again, the computer is a very deadly virus, it can go in and just damage you even not letting you know it. However, if it is used for the right purpose, the computer will no doubt be a very useful tool for you towards your life.

I'm going to go back home earlier, not to spend so much time outside till so late. This means that I will not keep going out with people like Yan Xu after CCA. Probably just 2 time or eve better, once.

Not going to keep going on like this. I will change for the better. Keeping a positive attitude always. :) (Haha Zheng Wei)

Oh, this week I learnt a lot yet I really need to get in so much that I don't know whether I could handle. Hopefully, I could. I wish tomorrow will be a better day for me. And yep, I accidentally threw Yan Xu's pencil box on Yoong Aunn's face den he really kena.Acually it was meant to reach Kai Yang but apparently my aiming is so bad. Sorry Yoong Aunn.

And I've gotta get going, play awhile before getting into the real business.Hehe

Went Bus

2008-03-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

I went to Kovan today, as expected. Certainly, somethings are definitely expected for us to do. Yet, not so true for all. Some things may just come, without us knowing. Whether we want it or not. If we want it, then that's good. If we don't want it, then just treat it as a test for ourselves.

Back to my topic. Where was I? Oh. Kovan, right. I went there and guess what's my job? To talk for 15mins on the bus and I can go home. That's like so lame la. We were just suppose to go on to the bus and talk for 15minutes after/before the other group and after they( The people from Hong Kong) reach their destination, we are free to go. That's a little unexpected. Truthfully, I expected more.

Continue on... I called tall american boy and asked them get to know that they (this time, people from humility) are actually at their house. So I went home all the way from bugis and I called wk again, wanting to go his house to do the project. Yet, all of them went away already, so I couldn't go in the end.

Next on, this is the stop I like most. I asked Ping Liang to play bb with me and he agreed! Because he wanted to escape his primary school principal I think. The Principal is going to his house after all. If it was me, I wouldn't escape. After all, it's a new experience xP.

He came my house and we played dota for awhile. Then we went to play basketball, den we play and were very depressed. I deproved. I was talking about winning Kenneth (Tan) in his basketball. After all, I always presume that he is lousy. Perhaps that's not fair to him. Then again...

I was paranoid. My shot is like...keep missing lor. Nvm. Think I'm just too lousy. What can you expect? When was the last time I played basketball?

AND, that's the end of my blog presentation, thank you for reading.

P.S Thanks for all who tagged me. Including the gang of 9. I know who all are....

Funny...isnt it?

2008-03-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

Urm... What am I suppose to write?

Today is a great day? Was it? Perhaps so. Cos, I can get away from school for a few days. Even just for one day would be good. What can i expect? Things to turn better or worse?? I dunno. Just hope that everyday would be a great day. Brand new experience everyday. Great day everyday would be great( This sentence sounds weirds?). :)

Hmm... I'm going to be really glad because there isn't any test this week. I shan't say about the part where i don't understand so much of the other lesson (Opps...I have said). True, I can't understand what teachers say about certain subject and nvm... It's a day that pass. I keep hoping to really work harder but yet I keep failing to do so.

Suppose I've already done that? Something in me tell me that I did not balance my time properly. Maybe I didn't really make good use of my time.

Tomorrow is Good friday. Today is thursday. Tomorrow I'm going to Coven to meet for some project like acting as a guide to bring the hong kongreans out to some "famous place. Notice something? Yep i did. It's kovan. Not Coven...

Great day today huh? Weird though...

Long long time...

2008-03-07T18:19:00.001+08:00

It's been a long day today as it always been. I better get starting before all hell break loose :)

Yesterday, I went for the parliament and it was ok la. Yet there are many guards there just to protect the people in there. They sure are important. Saw many people there ( Too bad can't see Lee hsien Long). Actually, I was hoping to take a photo with the ministers yet I obviously didnt had a chance too.

The facilities there was quite nice and they had interpreters there who wasn't quite good. Perhaps that's because it was too rush for them to interpret the language in such a short time.

Today, I went to the Science Center with my current class, 3 Humility and 3 Unity. The trip there was nice and I couldn't say much about it because there was certainly too much things for me to say if I was to list all out ( Actually, it was just ok).

They really gave us the concept about physics (which was the purpose of our trip) and it actually seems fun... The thing that is different about this trip and all the other trip is that this trip doesnt' allow us to explore much of the science center. Instead, we are to go to a sound proof room and listen to their short talks and a long video then, its the end of story, we go home. I was thinking, if that was the case, why don't out physics teacher, Mr Chang just get the tape from those people and show it to us. Isn't that more... efficient, effective, convenient and less labour intensive?

Anyways, we went to eat today right after the science center thing. I had my dinner early, very early. 5.45 having your dinner...can you imagine??? Opps, perhaps you can...

Went home and is at home now.

Problems...

2008-03-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

Again, problems are coming back to me...

Lots and lots of this just seems to keep coming. And when I want it to stop, it just gets worse. Better not dwell on it anymore.

Today wasn't too bad. I've gone to Xin Hua Secondary to...erm...teach. It's kinda a new experience. Brand new.

How do you teach kids who knows no secondary schools lessons and can't understand much from these teaching of yours? I mean... how do you teach them...-1-1??They won't know that it's 2. But, it's still something nice that I've got from teaching them because I now know 1 more person. Haha.

Today, I tried to "psycho" my tutee by telling him that if he could pass the test I "set" for him the next lesson, I will give him a sweet. Guess what was his reply? "I don't like sweet" . Dunno what to reply from that... Just simply tell him, "oh? You don't that's wierd cos I like sweet..."

That's all for today's post? yep.

Somehow...

2008-03-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

Can't say much about this week. Lots of things...

Yesterday was a leap year. I Damn wanted to post and my brother was like "No you can't use the com". I don't know what to say. It's not really he forbid me from using it la. But he gave me that look and talk WITHOUT enthsuiasm(maybe even worse) and I know this is his answer. But what can I do? After all...this is HIS computer. Blame it on my luck to have my own com spoil lor. Anyway, things could have been worse.

Well, today I went out and played with roo. We went to play table tennis and it was kinda nice because I my whole day outside lor. ~New experience~. So much for the new experience-.- . Don't wanna say who trash who, cos later it would upset him...

Spent about 2-3hrs in library and it's quite fun. We did our math hw there and no studying after all that... We ate at HM. Quite nice la the food.

Did my usual routine of staring at the poster of L outside the CD shop. Haha. That was quite nice la. And yep, I bought a chocolate and it's black chocolate, not dark chocolate. Perhaps it's the same? Now I got 3 chocolate in my house. 1 is 1/2 eaten and the other 2? Not eaten.

Hmm...

Well...

That's all?

Bye.

Sianz huh?

2008-02-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

I post today.

Went to Grand Cathay with yoong Aunn, Jian Ming and Yan Xu today. We watched L change the world. Well, it's kinda cool, only that I personally feel that death note 1 and 2 is better.

Hmm... Lemme see, It's now 11.12 and I'm posting, still got eng summary haven done finish! guess its time to perservere to acheive the best result now.

Let's get going (talking to myself huh? Perhaps I'm getting insane already)

Well...

2008-02-23T10:16:00.000+08:00

Today is saturday, just early in the morning, and i came to post.

Forgot to write yesterday...I change a new song. Decided to feel happy...at least, sort of. This week has not totally been a good week for me, yet, not so bad after all(Hey! I'm being positive here!)

There are really a lot of things for me to reflect on and think about. I really feel very tired now- I really need to handle things that really seems out of my ability.

Can't do anything much, 1 thing I can do is treat everyday as a new start and try to look forward to it. 'Cos u never know, what will happen later. Perhaps you may just become unhappy.

Hope to really get a good week for myself. Can enjoy some personal time and not get so much problems~

And, anyone who sees my mistakes of my post, please tell me! That way, I can improve my English! Thanks so much!

A scary week

2008-02-22T20:19:00.001+08:00

Well, couldn't really find time to have a post. Well, I don't understand. I study and people study, they can get such high grades and here I am...Only to look at them, feeling envious.

This week is really kinda a scary week for me.

There are lots of challenges and lots of things I need to do and well I dunno why! Sometimes things really happen like this and I hate it!

It may not seems so yet it is like that. To others it mean nothing, yet to me it mean Really a lot.

I really can't post anymore, had to stop now

Decided to post

2008-02-15T18:07:00.000+08:00

Decided to post today.

Went to table tennis competition today and as expected, our team lost. But what can we expect? Our opponents is SJI leh. How to win them? I saw lots of experts there today. The more at look at them, the more I feel I'm not worth a thing. Their lower Sec can smack MUCH better than our upper secs lor. And when I say , it means MUCH better.

Missed some lesson today and I didn't catch the higher chinese lesson today. Didn't know what the teacher actually said. Homeworks are really piling and I have really missed a lot, (partly because of coming back late because of the competition).Although I admit I have a bad sense of time concept.

Feeling empty today.

Sianz

2008-02-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

It's quite sianz la. Why? I don't know? Why do I feel sianz? I don't know too. No one is telling me and I'm not sure why am i sianz. But if there is someone else, they would not know it too. 'cause, if I don't know myself, who else would know me better? It's a funny case la, that I'm not sure of a person that I am myself.

Now I'm at home. Tmr need to go school den alittle sianz liao lor. Need to go off during half of the class to go for the sure lose competition...

Decided to slack for awhile first cause this few days had been...busy. I had to go for table tennis till very late and come home to do homework and have to get distracted by all this things. What can I do?

I've decided, from now on, I'm going to strive to do my best. Yep, I'm tired. I don't even know how can I push myself further, what I can do is to really fixed myself to a goal and really go towards it lor...

New Year

2008-02-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

Whao, a new year is coming. Just a few more hours huh? Haha.

Well, it's been really QUITE some time since I post. This blog had really had nothing new so far. Well, on other thoughts, not many visit here anyway.

Since the last time I have post was about a few months ago, I would like to post about some things.

Firstly, The Obs- Well, this was quite some trip. Actually, for the first few days, I found myself disliking the camp. Really, I regretted coming here. Yet, our group is getting somewhat more bonded. To comment about the entire trip will take me 1 day and that's one thing that will waste my time.

To cut things short, I would like to say that this camp requires a lot of endurance, especially from the treking trip, which will really inflict pain on you. Yet, tense as this camp may seems, you may actually feel that it's not exactly a bad camp. I don't know why, yet I felt that this camp was unforgetable for me. This experience will probably stay with me forever.

And yes, I know more about ppl in my group which is really 'unexpected'(not sure whether this is the correct word)

And I went to Chinatown yesterday where I bought somethings and ya, that was nice, where I can experience the atmosphere as new year is arriving. Of cos, I want to thank my friends who went with me.

And today! I went to Cathay with some of the 3hum ppl. That was 1 of our first trip where we go out like that as 3 hum. Although not everyone in 3hum went with us, yet it was some fun thing. We took 2 pics and watch a movie.
27 dresses was quite a fun movie! Enjoyed it though I didn't expected it...Actually we were supposed to watch 1 miss call-a ghost movie.

That was about it. Till then!Ang Pows!

diaoz

2007-11-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

Dots

Guess I no need to put the puntuation liaoz cos the dots means (...).

Well(commar) today is a good day for me la (commar) Yep (commar) I went to school and check out our result and kenneth is sulking all day long about his result (full stop) Well (commar) cant say much about why he do that (commar) cos if it had been me (commar) I might have been worst (full stop)

Ping Liang went in the double science class and Kenneth the geo class -.-. I never even think that kenneth would get in geography class. Sure hope that his appeal will be SucCesSfUl. As for me, I went in to triple science class. Though it's not really the best for me, at least it's something, cos i've left all the result to God and no matter what the result is and which class I get in, I will trust that God will be there to help me. He has the best arranged for me!

Actually, It's just something and there is another. I still have other things to deal with....

To end all this, I must say (something not relevant) forgiving does not mean still remembering the thing. Forgiving means that we have forgive that person about the thing that have happen to us and forgot the incident. I mean REALLY forgetting it.

Regrets

2007-10-27T20:28:00.001+08:00

Actually, I hate this word "regret".

Having this word in my life suggests that i didn't do enough to prevent it. I really feel that those people who regret at the last minute is very stupid. They didn't cherish what they have before and make the best use of it and after that, they regreted something. Having said that, how many people actually really make their life with no regrets? I don't. Perhaps no one really does. (Except Him)

Well, this marks the end of my sec 2 life. My "chaotic" life. I really feel some emptiness inside me. It feels so sad to part. Perhaps I've never been in such a class before. Such a class that have gave me fond memories-both good and bad. But i really love this class. I really have a great time in it, unknowingly.

Now, we are about to be separated. All into different classes. If I had a choice, I would really want to be in this class again.

Well, fun times are going away, for awhile. No matter what, ChaOtiC IS the best!

Goodbye

2007-10-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

Ya have been like WHAO. I mean it had mean a long time till i have made any post. Haha, I have been watching shows recently.

Goodbyes. We are going to have some ending, 2 charity. A sad ending...a new beginning. next year we'll all get to other class liao. Tomoro is like the last day we are going to be in the same class liao. After tomoro, dunno wad will happen.

Urm...Wad to say?
Well, it's just that maybe going to have to just catch up lor. Like the class organised thingi and things.

After all, life cannot always stop at 1 + 1 . It's just like a while when u have to know other things.

That's about all.

Days...

2007-09-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

What a day today is! Nothing interesting -.=

I got lots of home econs things to do and gotcha find the recipes and things. Dunno wad to find... Any idea any1? Jus feel like sianz. But cannot like blame others or things cos i jus like wasting time playing and sort of... What to do. That's me after all.

Well, tomoro will be a better day.

A short day to day is. Indeed.

YeStErDaY

2007-09-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

Today I'm going to say about yesterday. Well, I got my whole shoes with dirty mud becos of all those lousy games organised by those people.

After school, I went to school. Yup, i went back to my pri sch.

Quite nice there, a lot of things is still the same. The security guard refuse to let us go in and me kenneth and jocelyn need to wait for 50mins.

Then we go to compass to eat. Kenneth hint us to go to eat Macdonald. We went there and after eating we went back to pri school.

Den most of the teachers we want to see went back home or didnt come today. So we had a chat with some old friends lor.

Dats like about it.

Signed,

Days for us to cherish

2007-08-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

Why do we live in this world? Life is so short. Shouldn't we spent most of our time wisely?

The day is so dark, rain is pouring, people are crying.

Isn't the life in the world so short? Shouldn't we cherish the most of our life? Perhaps we don't learn to. Till death, we bring regrets into our grave. But what about it?

Death...is just another beginning, perhaps it's a joyful beginning, maybe it's the beginning of terror.

Years...are just days...

As days go by...

Post huh?

2007-08-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

Well today is a new post huh? It's quite a long time since the last post? Because I don't feel like it? Cos i have no time?Wadever.

What to post about now ar? Perhaphs it is that I feel very sianz. Not just that la, actually oso very stress, lots of homework. Perhaps others also alot la. But the most homework i received from is H.C.

Actually,erm...well...perhaps, I can say that nothing means the fullest. Well, when you say that you want to live live to the fullest, how do you do it? Perhaps you can't right? What is the meaning of living life to the fullest? Simply just give it your best shot. But what is your best shot?

who knows? If we live life sleeping perhaps it is?

Free Day

2007-08-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time there was a person named Ah gou, he loves ah ming and they love each other and after that they lived happily ever after(ah ming is a a girl).

What's that? Some story I would write for primary school standary. But seriously my eng writing standard didn't seems to improve much even till now.

btp(back to point), thanks roy for pointing out my mistake. That's not the point but, Oh well...Think I have more spelling mistakes, pls pt out to me but no reward.

So what happened today, or rather tis week? Can't remember well, but I can only say the most vivid thing in my mind is all the projects we did. Kenneth went and did crap work for art but I believe he will edit better, at least better than me. Can't say much other projects. Haven even started the Powderpoint for the history.

Conclude? Life is full of spelling mistakes.

The 21st post yet

2007-07-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today is just another day. Ya, i did the competition teacher ask me to do and...yup.

Den i also finished the math journal. "finishing this math jounal" means finish doing some lousy work. Not that i put no effort la, it's that i dunno what to do for more liao.

Today is just another day, with lesser colours and lesser laughter.

Guess i don't normally have laughter at school days huh?

NEW post

2007-07-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

So this is a new post? ya. For now. Anyway, i gonna tell wad happen today for school and "after school" cos it's quite interesting.

erm...perhaps not for sch cos school today doesn't seems so good =-(

For higher chi lesson, we get to bring food up to class to eat. First time in my secondary tat i've been allowed. We like oni have 17 mins time and we tinking of what to eat, so we finally decided to run to Mac and buy some meal back and hopefully able to past susie and mr guei.

We ran like siao going there, coming back was easier den expected. When we was eating, we got a game to do in which failing in it will result in copying the whole of 1 worksheet. no east kit. I failed.

So i had to copy the worksheet.

So what to say? Not shuai but sianz ba.

Saturday sianzness

2007-07-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

We heard of monday blues,but have u heard of saturday sianzness? Well,that is for me.

It's something like monday blues la.Like when i stretch my view,i will find me going to school at monday. So all this adds up to the sianzness.

Actually,when i post,i wanna post at friday de.I wanted to keep up the "style" of friday posting. If u notice,my few posts before were post on friday. But for some reason i didn't la. Today is a ok day,or rather I dunno wad it is going to be as the "real" thing have not came yet.But i have learn not to worry to much about tommorow as tommorow is enough to worry about.

started playing maple again. Perhaps will also stop?
Who knows?

erm...

2007-07-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

it's really a long time since i post in my blog liao. So I will just list some events that i remembered.

Wednesday I went back home at 5+ and I wanted to take a shower but there is 2 stupid houseflies there, I feel so bothered that i didn't want to take my shower. Then i called my brother help me take care of the housflies lor...

Then the the housefly at the window got stuck betweeb 2 window planes,my brother tried and tried but it just won't go away. For the other housefly in front of the mirror,i try sweeping it away but it came back moments later.

Then after being fustrated for a long time, i drop the book at the housefly, after about 2 hours,i go check on it and it was died. For the window monster,We could not get it, so i have to just heck care it lor.

For today,i had ice kachan for lunch and after awhile I felt hungry,wah,shud have eat the chicken rice...

ya,that's......it.

2007-06-29T17:37:00.001+08:00

I'll first talk about yesterday. Ya, today also is bad but to say, yesterday is enough for me...

Firstly,I went home at 5.30++ cos i got some "examination test" to do. Then hor, Once I reach home,i started doing all the math homework. Actually I borrow from Ah Beng the math to "refer to" when I need. Ah Beng is not the real name. His name is kept anomyous to protect his rights.

I finally got revsion pap 1 and 3 done by 8.30 lor. Then i go have my dinner. I got some of my questions posted in the e-learn so as to get some help. And,erm... I got my math revision 1 done,left about 3 questions at about 9.40++.

Wah,then i rush the sickening rev pap 4 but cannot finish. O ya,it's not that i didn't do during the june holidays.I completed it,but most of the questions I got wrong. Then I rush and find that i dunno how to do!!!

I got so fustrated that I threw the worksheet on the floor. My mother saw that and thought that i was having a fight with my brother then she scolded me. Then she keep scolding me,say i didn't do this,didn't do that.Wah,it's like adding oil in the fire. I get more "..." and i just don't care my mother lor,what else cud i do?

Then it's like I go consult my bro 1 question then she finally know we not quarreling.

I got altoghether about 17 questions which i rushed today lor...

Sianz la...

When home at 5.35 and wrote this at 5.45...

ya. Bye~

Sianz

2007-06-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

Yo every1,long itme no post liao.

Anyway,the school holiday is about to end liao.The teacher gave so much homework and they dare call it a holiday!

But yes la, if the teacher didn't give homework we will slack,even if they give we also slack.So they shouldn't give at all.Why bother?

But anyway,I didn't do much in the holiday,just did like nothing lor...

It is a bad holiday tis year.

I went out to play some sports,went watch the ff,went overseas and yup,that's about it.

At home what i did is wake up,eat,do homework,eat,play SHORT TIME,eat,and between the intervals,i went to the toilet to do my big and small business.

That's about it.I staring backwards to my holiday,definetely not looking foward to school days.

Long time no post...

2007-06-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

O ya...i long time didn't post on my blog liaoz...Cos rite,got the chi blog thingi and den,my chi programme got prob,so they can't read it and i dunno how to say...Not just that prob la...

So,because of the blog thing and A LOT OF homework,i cannot post for some time la...

Lousy Worksheet

2007-06-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

Wah lao eh...Today hor, I found the sianz worksheet for the holiday assignment. Why must the teacher do so much this kinda thing??? They shouldn't la...

Give so many thing,assignment here and assignment. Wah lao. HOLIDAY IS FOR REALX, NOT FOR HOMEWORK BAKA.

See all the loads of stuff sianz liao la, not to mention doing it la. After giving us all that crap, they still dare to put assignments for us to do!!!

This kind of teacher is...Ok, I think i shouldn't let all my emotion overcome me. And,if the teachers happen to sees this, den i'm gonna get it liao. The "it" means "it". No need elaborate further rite? Nvm...I dunno what i toking anyway.

But, homeworks are just crap la!!!

A post

2007-05-30T11:53:00.000+08:00

It has quite a long time till i post on my blog liaoz. I'll just post some "interesting" pieces of news or some "not so interesting" ones.

For this week(till now), I went to lan on...What day izit ar? o.O, monday. Yep, I went to lan with some of my friends and it is near haig road, i reckon some of you all dunno where is it de la...

But anyway, it is quite nice la, except for the computer i get lo...I got the computer without sound!!! Then most of my friends without me get computer with sound. So, I just feel dots lor...

But, the price is extraordinary. it is $1.0000000000000000000000000000000 ONLY leh!!! Ya, it is nice, but it is only for monday and tuesday. It is a special offer. But without the offer, the price is already veri good liao la. $1.50 for 1 hour sehz.

So be sure to support CHEAP CHEAP lan shop.Sounds like i m advertising huh??? lol.

On tuesday, i went to have a math supplemantary which make me got back 2 more worksheets. But it is 4 pages! Anyway, tuesday is not so gd la, cos i spent time at home oni. But at nite i go to my ah ma house.

For today, i dun have much activities planned ahead, but, I at least know 1 thing i will do, finish posting tis blog.

sports carnival

2007-05-24T19:14:00.001+08:00

Today is the sports carnival which i participated in floorball. We(blue clouds) win the blue birds,the yellow house win us and the blue bird won the yellow house.This resulted in a draw. Each team win one round and lost one.

We went to ask the teacher-in-charge whether we need to play one more time or wad...The teacher said since there is 2 blue and 1 yellow,they let the yellow win.Wah...what is that!!Not fair to us la.But we still played a penalty with blue birds and won them 2-1.

So in floorball I got 2nd place lor...

School prelimantary competion

2007-05-22T15:48:00.000+08:00

Today is my sch's prelimantary competition.I played soccer and floorball.Ok,i'll get back to it later.

Today,xin han went to the school's library to book computer and sye wai followed.He wanted to show me the zamzar thing but dunno y sye wai followed.

Anyway,he started the computer and got 1 person id down there.He and Sye Wai tried to use the person's id as the password and it works!But i asked them to quickly close it cos it is not nice to use people's identity.

Den he close it.But,after he sign in another acc,he tried to sign in that person's account again.I tried hard to stop.But that sye wai sided him.U wud expect that from a person like sye wai as he is just a.........

When xin han wan to open people's account,i keep stoping him and he keep making it sounds like he is rite!I don't understand y people just don't have moral ethics.

O ya,my floorball i won.My soccer team lost.

After some time...

2007-05-20T15:51:00.000+08:00

What will happen after sometime?What will happen when u play your game and after sometime u get boring?

What will happen when you keep watching naruto at youtube and there is no episodes or movie update?

What will happen to thing after sometime???

Today is a damn sianz day la.Actually,cannot use the word "damn" la.Maybe not to the extent la.Morning is very fruitful though...I went to church and have a very good sermon from the pastor.

But when I get home i have nothing else to do except use computer.Ya,although it is sianz,i do other things also sianz la.So what can i do???ZzZ.

What's more my com is veri lag la!So,i cannot dl anymore game as it will b lagger la...

But anyway...bye bye.

Boring Friday

2007-05-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

Today is friday.It is very sianz.i went to my cca and went till 5.55 which i can come back much much earlier.Actually i nid not reali come as it is for people participating in the competition (i think?).

But i know i am not as sianz as some others.I noe their cca end later to me.But what is it today?I got science presentation and the draft to do and i may have no time do finish the whole thing,no time to do other thing,no time to play and also no time to update my blog...

But if u say today is a great day,it's not but if u say today is a VERY lousy day it is not too.But it is not a gd day for me la.

Anyway,i gotta do the science projecy liaoz.Cya

After Exam

2007-05-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

Well,i got my chi overall result and me math one.Actually all other result i got liao lars,except literature.But i'm not gonna talk about the scores and things...

Actually,it is a nice day today.Ok la.But time is still wasted.Like we know that it is a waste of time doing these and that but we just do it.Ironic huh?Today I spent losts of time on my computer.But what could I do other than that?I coundn't think of anything better though i noe there is one thing better.

Anyway,today one teacher came in to my class and entertain us with joke and stuff.He just didn't revealed his name.Think is like donald duck or something(joking).All the thing is just quite good la.But too bad the teacher did not give us any movie to watch or some fun activities.Instead we need to do lots of correction and stuff.

Tommorow have a teaching of science!!!It is just sianz la,exam just finish and the teacher just come in and spoil the mood.

But nvm,since the june holiday is coming,i m reali looking foward to it.

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!!

2007-05-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

Lol...happy mother's day.Firstly,i wish every1,mother or non-mother a happy mother's day.secondly,i wish everyone to b happy always and be filial to ur parents or u may regret it when they are gone.

Truthfully,i m not so filial to my parent la...I make my mother angry lots of time la. Yep...but i m learning to b better.

Dun just be "good" to ur mother on such occasions only la...But remember to be good to your parents always,cos u noe...

Anyway...I m going to a restaraunt to day...hehe.N i m going to church for some testomonial after it. Ok,so u...o well.

Erm...nvm...

Jus wish a happy mother's day.

Thursday,vivo

2007-05-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

Today i went to vivo city with Zheng Wei,Zihao,Kenneth and stanley.(note that every one have caps in front of their name except stanley.

When we reach the vivo city, we went directly to the cinema,looks like there was no people. So we bought 5 tickets for 12.30 easily without lining up.It was only 9.40++ then...Then we went to burger king, and zheng wei keep say, "loser la".

Zihao open something about bleach from his phone.He said something about shadow have two hands and let kenneth see. When it was going to that part,zheng wei called.LOL, the whole thing gone.

Then we went to Toysorius to find zheng wei and stanley.They was looking at the keychains and things.Then we walk around Toysorius.Zihao and kenneth walk off first.Then, Zheng wei me and stanley stay at toysorius.Zheng wei tried his luck on the "keychain machine" and got orochimaru...Then we got off. We pan seh stanley.

We ran off and met up with kenneth and zihao.Then we waited quite awhile and saw stanley.We faster ran away. we ran up and down the escalutor and then we got to other place.After awhile,we scared stanley will cry,so we went and looked for him.

We found stanley and got to the video games shop. Then zheng wei want to try his luck to get other character. So,I follow him.We went to toysurius again and I let zhengwei try his luck one more time first.He got Naruto's father, the fourth hokage. Then i tried, I got naruto!Zheng wei said I m lucky lor.Then he tried again and got Itachi(first we thought it wad sasuke).

Then we went to played x-box.Zheng wei keep saying "loser la".Dunno why, is started copying him.Then we played till 12.00.Kenneth call us go up to cinema wait cause he scared will miss the movie.I think he suako lor...12.30 movie wait long long then have advertisement also 12.40 earliest. HE DAMN suako lor.

After the movie, we walk here and walk there.dunno for what.Then stanley siao one...keep holding my bag,scared we want to ran away again.Then i call him loser.then we went to the arcade,did nothing and came out.

Stanley call us go one shop and keep asking people treat him(At cinema, kenneth treated him popcorn and coke).Zheng Wei say he very cheapskate,i agreed.

O ya... if kenneth he failed his exam he will marry michelle foo.Every1 see ar...be witness hor.

When i asked Zheng Wei Why he keep say losers, he say dunno,it is nice.

Anyway,we all re losers.